{"id":13341,"date":"2025-11-04T07:10:15","date_gmt":"2025-11-04T12:10:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/adamchandler.me\/blog\/?p=13341"},"modified":"2025-11-04T07:10:20","modified_gmt":"2025-11-04T12:10:20","slug":"if-i-had-more-time-i-would-have-written-a-shorter-letter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/adamchandler.me\/blog\/2025\/11\/04\/if-i-had-more-time-i-would-have-written-a-shorter-letter\/","title":{"rendered":"If I had more time, I would have written a shorter letter"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This blog isn&#8217;t dead. I might be on life support though. Life is exceptionally busy so much that I am telling people no who are calling in favors for commitments I made in the past. I&#8217;ll be back soon, probably more so over the Winter as the quiet dark takes over (not me, just talking about how dark and cold it&#8217;s going to be outside very soon). I&#8217;m tired but in exceptional health and mental clarity. I do feel great but working 7 days a week for 8 weeks straight has been really challenging but this new mortgage isn&#8217;t going to pay itself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Over the course of 4 months with 2 down and 2 to go, I&#8217;ve been working full time, getting a child to her 2nd birthday and beyond, teaching classes on the weekends, finalizing a construction loan and nearly tearing down my home to rebuild it, preparing for Winter by doing maintenance on my 3 cars, 4 bikes and snowblower getting all of that ready and occasionally going for a walk in the woods but far less than I&#8217;d prefer. This pace is not sustainable and I know it. Sitting in a computer desk from 6AM to 6PM 7 days a week and not doing any extracurricular hobbies and spending 4 hours a day with the baby before and after work. A reprieve is coming soon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I think my dog is depressed though. He never goes anywhere anymore. He just stares at me and I need to be better about getting him out in the woods with me. New Hampshire is 4 weeks away from being out of a drought and I&#8217;m about 6 weeks away from things quieting down more. We&#8217;ll be living elsewhere, things will be in storage, our house will be underway on a rebuild and I&#8217;ll have a little more time on the weekends as classes ramp down. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sorry for the silence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"This blog isn&#8217;t dead. I might be on life support though. 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